Angels have more meaning than just as characters in stories from the distant past. In fact, they are members of a cast who make appearances in our lives every single day.
- Sunday, April 24, 2005 -
^^ said :: "heyhey everyone, i'm in sa water polo! hehe, so glad i got into the team, but trainings's rather tough, 4 times a week! the first training i had(elections day for cls 23/4) was quite slack though, 40 laps of freestyle...then got a bit of sunburn, but i like the tan colour of my skin now, hehe :)
hmmm... back to 22 april, we met at the bus stop opp coro, (aft peihan, david, wz n fang had a kaisheng session in hc), then fang made a big fuss abt my hair, oso telling me abt her life at nj, n of course another cute guy in her class, haiz... jian4 yi1 ge4 ai4 yi1 ge4, but can't really blame her, 19yr old le, hehe. then we left for seoul garden aft zhaoyin n tsaihsiu came. actually we din have seoul garden in mind intially, but since the other buffets had already dao3 bi4 cos wz din tell us he had secretly visited all of them, so sg was the only buffet we cld think of. (cos acc to ph: it had many branches in s'pore n wz cldn't possibly visit them all in one shot)
nothing really happened at seoul garden, i mean we're already used to wz's gluttony, hehe. (the entire day juz keep on nioa-ing wz) a few other jcs (rj, vj, ac n cj) were there as well, then david started comparing rj wif hc girls, also adding tt scgs girls are the qio-est (wonder wad sch glory is in...) ard tt time there was a rugby match, sa vs hc in sa, my bro playing, too bad can't support him. anw zhaoyin, tsaihsiu n fang had to leave early, so the 4 of us remained behind as wz n ph continued to feast, while discussing abt our problems, mainly concerning relationships... haiz.
the 4 sad men(us) were on our way to ciney when we met tsaihsiu, shopping! aiyo, how can she lie to us abt gg home to rest, hurt our feelings :( though it's not really very fun to haf her ard, jkjk! n then there were 5... but became 4 again aft tsaihsiu went home upon arriving at ciney, or did she? eventually we went to lido cos the movies at ciney were too late. the scene along ord rd muz haf been v funny: 4 grown up guys walking side by side, singing chi love songs... haha! it was even funnier when we had to use 'oya peiya som' to decide which movie to watch! more than a decade of education n this is the level of intellectual we possess... jkjk! made an extremely important phone call tt nite... very nervous, yet excited, erm wad am i saying :)
infectious is seriously the worst movie i've ever seen, how can they actually screen this kind of movie in s'pore! only lower our IQ, haiyo, could haf put the $8.50 to better use. think i shldn't say more abt its plot.
23 april, hmmm... had polo training, n the coach was very(x10) fierce! keep on shouting like a loud speaker even if u're juz infront of him. n tt foul mouth of his, keep using vulgarities like a machine gun, every sentence will contain a diff body part in diff dialect. i REALLY detest ppl who use vulgarities, those words juz spoils their image, n listening is very ci4 er3. i think very lowly of them cos i feel they cannot find a substitute vocabulary to express their emotions... arrrhhh! shldn't kill my brain cells becos of these ppl.
went home to slp, got aches all over, thinking abt the outcome of the elections happening in lt1... woke up ard 5, aches seem to haf gotten worse, plus the burning sensation on my face, but the excitement to meet tiantang overwhelms my other senses... (izzit too kua1 zhang1?) congrats to cherylene who is officailly taking over soonkiat( my guess exactly) n the 2nd intaker guy, (paiseh, 4got the name) he muz haf been very talanted to be chosen as vice president. n hurray to ph for becoming part of the committee! u're the man! for those who din get their desired posts... no point feeling sad over it, there are so many other things to feel happy abt, ur very existence, frens, family, tv, food, bed... opps, off topic le. u never know if it's a blessing in disguise, n anw there r only these no. of posts to be filled n so many ppl. moreover the committee muz be a grp of very capable ppl who will bring cls to achieve greater things, since they haf been chosen by the seniors.
chungcheng performance wasn't very nice, infact we fell aslp while watching it, hehe. the night came to an end faster than i tot n my dad came, dropping wz n fang on the way home, while ph n nf went home together. n wz's trousers tore when he trying to get onto the car, i heard it, so he had to come my hse to change into another pants he brought (think he knew it wld happen, or maybe it happens all the time, hahaha!)
to the tian tang guys, (except wz who is free frm all the relationship problems) we can sympathise wif one another cos we're almost like gg thru the same thing. tt's a consolation.
nf: i guess u haf the most diff prob among the 4 of us. it's not ur fault tt she doesn't accept u, cannot means cannot, dun like means dun like...these kind of things, really depends on both parties. never think tt u haf done sth wrong tt she doesn't accept u, cos we all think u haf very very good qualities, zhen de. the prob now lies tt u can't get her out of ur mind despite the fact tt she has already made it clear. however this can't be helped, ur brain can't choose wad u want or dun want to 4get. sorry, but we really can't help u very much this time cos the outcome is up to u, n her, my only piece of advice is tt only time will heal ur suffering... sorry bro, can't offer much help like u always had for me, but if i can, u can guarantee to haf my unreserved support.
ph: how can we 4get the times when we spent our very first stayovers on the terrace, how we tokked abt our crushes, how happy and innocent we sound then, but it seems so far awy now...how so many things haf changed right b4 our eyes. we can all see tt she means the world to u, though we're not sure if she feels the same way. ur perseverance n commitment to the person u love have inspired n touched our hearts. for now, not much can be said cos we're still waiting for the reply. however we think u r very brave to say u're willing to forget n start everthing afresh if it turns out to be negative. cos we know we definetly wun haf tt courage to forget everything. like wad u said, it just saddens the heart to be thinking of her everyday in sch if u already know there's no outcome. 4 ur extraordinary courage, we salute u.
david: ur heart muz haf sank when she told u tt she already has a bf. when she kept on apologising saying she had given u the wrong impression, i noe u juz felt like running awy to cry. u told her tt u're ok, but deep down u juz want to shout, wished tt the floor wld open a big hole so u cld hide inside. we're juz glad tt u're taking so positively now, cos u haven't given up hope all this while. u will definitely haf a lot of chances since yall see each other everyday, plus the upcoming church camp will surely bond yall closer together.
me: erm, quite funny tokking to myself. haiz... u noe wad, u're brain functions normally until u're inside her 10m radius zone. ur normally talkative self goes dumb just by the sight of her. WHY??! the worse thing is tt u dunno if she feels the same way u feel abt her. i think to find out, u first haf to overcome tt speaking barrier. ask her out more, tok more, but u lack confidence. u say u will wait till her tests r over, but r they just excuses? piece of advise, just be yourself in her presense, it's like u dun haf the problem of speechlessness of lacking eye contact when u're wif anyone else.
it's funny. i used to mock at my frens in sec sch for feeling so depressed over a girl, how what a waste of time it was. but now i know..." @ 2:47 AM
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